due to my non-sober state

it's been awhile since inebriation. It's all fun & laughs while i'm out, dancing and sweating my ass off workin' them bright red boots on the dance floor with the boys. Yet when it comes to being alone at the end of the night, still a little more than buzzed, i have to stop myself from searching up his number/screename & contacting him. You know what i hate the most? The question, "Why are you still not over him?" i haaate that. It implies that "getting over" someone "like that" is so simple, but it's far from. FYI, i'm not the type of girl who will give you points just for calling my ex boyfriend an asshole. It just makes you look like a hater, even if he really was. 

And i don't know about other girls, but when i say NO, i'm not giving you a push to try harder.. It really means, no, i'd rather not right now so stop. It's not a game of playing hard to get or i want you to work for it. Trust me. 

Shiiiit i'm hungry !! 

<3