if i denied your request the first three times in a delicate & tasteful manner with legit reasoning what makes you think you'll be capable of changing my mind by pestering me with the same exact question 2/3/4hrs -- 1 day later? I'm not easily persuaded. I'm stubborn. I refuse to give in easily especially when it requires me to step outside of my box and into a very social setting filled with fucking aliens. I grow at my own pace. The majority of my time is spent solo, and i don't mind. Don't push me please. Because the more you push, the more i want to flee in the opposite direction.