Wednesday, March 18, 2009

come around.

unfortunately, i've been going through withdrawals again. 
what a cycle. just when i think it's over, it starts all over.
well my missing/cravings that is. 
can my heart & mind be on the same track please?

i chilled w/mercedes a couple days ago. 
picked her up in greenhaven, then went all the way back to eg to eat thai chili. 
i go there so often that the owner & server memorized my order to the T, 
but sometimes they forget the cilantro on top, hehe.
Anywho, we got to boytalking. Topics such as, 
why is it so ridiculously hard to find a "good guy" who we're actually into?
60% of dudes are most likely assholes who'll be reckless w/our hearts, 
& 30%, we're just not into, & the 10% that's left are "good" men who 
are taken, or are simply no where to be found haha. 
Or how we meet a dude who's perfectly fine, but we just don't feel that spark. 
& that spark  is pretty important. 
Or when we feel butterflies all up in the tummy, the feeling isn't reciprocated.
oh life !

i can't wait to get out of sac tomorrow. 
thursday: 
best's presentation @ the apple store. (hopefully i make it)
pace's open mic event at state. 
friday: 
movieday, shleep over w/best.
saturday: 
ridge partaaay.

in between i have to see my tomodachi's weeeny & anjo forsure
weeny want's to draaaank, haha.
& go to clement cause i've been craving an asian crepe. then dinner w/special ex-coworkers.
 ps: i miss you max. & jordan when are we ever going to be in sf at the same time? HOE.
<3

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