i forgot today was choosday.

"You can try your hardest, you can do everything and say everything. But sometimes people just aren’t worth trying over anymore. They aren’t worth worrying about. It’s important to know when to let go of someone who only brings you down."

i don't remember where i put my polaroid camera. i mean, i don't even have polariod film handy, but what if i'd like to purchase some on ebay one day so i can click & develop away? hmm, i lose so many clothes, jewelry, & items in this house. I really should be finishing up the editing chapter in my film book, or even studying for astronomy cause God knows that's the most likely class i'd fail. But i can't forsake this materialistic mind set i've been in. I swear, one night for 2 hours, all i did was ichat & look at boots online. I can't wait for the weekend, & i'm putting in my two weeks tomorrow, if i remember to bring paper this time. thus, susa's gotta search for a new job !! where can you see me working? mmm, i'd be a horrible waitress, & i'd become obese w/all the free food in sight. K, i'm really off to study. knowledge is powerrrr ! 

love.