hey you.

i finally signed up for classes. damn school is expensive when you're paying from your own pocket. i'm hella behind , still trying to get my ge done, but atleast i'm moving forward instead of staggering like some bummy ass fucks out there, haha. So yes, i'm hell of excited to start, having high hopes in not falling back into that "fuck school" state of mind & making any possible excuse just to skip class stage. 

i've been laggin on my movie watching lately, so

i think i'm going to fully dedicate tomorrow to watching dvds such as, 

_kite runner

_my sassy girlfriend

_jane austin bookclub

_love actually <3

i hellala wanna watch these too. 

i'm kinda bummed cause i'm not going to disneyland/six flags this weekend, christmas dinner with the coworkers, or even christmas dinner w/the other sf loves. whhhhhhhy bills, why?! and i need to buy a new tire. Anyhow, la ryan & i were conversing about boyfriends today & i kinda miss having one, (especially during the holidays). the company, the cuddling, the cupcakin'. I only like doing all that cute shit with someone i have feelings for, therefore i can't do any of those things at the moment. oh, life. it's okay, "enjoy yourself. that's what your 20's are for. the 30's are to learn the lessons. & your 40's to pay for the drinks."  as said by carrie bradshaw. i think i've learned quite a few lessons already though, haha. hmmm, my daddy # 1 called today, & told me to read instead of waste time watching television, so i shall go read right about now. night, sexy ! 

love.