sup buttercup.

whatever it is you came to teach me, i am here to learn it. & i don't know what the future holds, but i am living in the moment. I'm almost too excited to start school next year. Knowledge is power, and i want to learn, well more so do something productive with my time, haha. I still need to fill out my applications for a new job. These past couple days, i've basically been curled up in bed, popping suddafed pills, sippin' on o.j. watching dvd's, eating soup from Thai Chili. Well, when i'm not working that is. 

Anyhow, hi, i'm antisocial this week. Not feelin' aim, it might take me a couple hours to respond to your text, and i'll most likely not answer your call, unless you're part of the select few, sorry. K, next subject. Why is it sooo hard to find a guy who is just a friend. A dude, who wants to be with you, but simply as a friend. That type of friend who you could kick back & relax & be like, aye that dude looks hella mmmm, without him being all awkward.. you know? I left all of those in the bay, hmph. 

i'm careful with my heart and who i let up in my world. 

so sorry dude, don't wanna be your girl.

Justin was sending me some dope ass jams tonight. 

So i've been youtubing oldschool shit all night, haha. 

member these? 

`candy rain- soul for real. 

`love you down- inoj.

`nobody- keith sweat. 

`my boo- ghost town djs.

`knockin the boots- h town. 

`what you won't do for love- bobby caldwell.

`i wanna be down- brandy.

`poison- bel vid devo.

`rock steady- the whispers. 

hope your days been beautiful.  

ps: sup fonzo, miss you.

love.