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God gave us blessings, and it's really up to us to be happy. Now i've found the willingness to pay attention to myself, not in a selfish manner, but in realization that happiness is a state of mind. Honestly, last week, or even the past month, i've been concocting the coulda woulda shouldas. Wondering what i could do to find reciprocity. What a waste of time. There is no permanence in life, and i really do believe that everything happens for a reason, although inevitably there is initial hurt. Our furture will grow from the past, you know some go through it to get to it type shit. So i'm just taking it slowly one step at a time, better in time. haha. I've learned that once i let things go (the way God intended them to go) i'll be able to find maturity and harmony within myself. I'm finding it, while grasping as much positivity as i can, & i'm quickly discovering what i've been missing out on, and it is oh so lovely. 

love.